苺の日記

Another mooncake celebration with the north youth

2009-10-07T13:56:00.002+08:00

Another celebration@gathering at Yeelin's

So after gym,we (yeelin,yeeshuang,yeewen,Sherwin,fai and me) headed to Tesco to get some ingredients for fruit salad.Yeahoo..Fruit salad is always my favorite.

Then we went to yeelin's.

Loves the design of their house .

fai and me

Yeelin & Yeewen

Yeelin and Fai

Sherwin & Yeelin

Yee shuang and me were very concentrating on cutting

While the rest were...you know what they were doing.

all of us getting prepared

Promoting the lanterns..

Kawaii ne..

Everyone was busy eating and chit-chatting

With Huili's Cap..ignore the logo if you think it gets you irritating.

huili and me

Game,game,game

Party ended up after game.Some of them stayed for awhile for karaoke.

Aww,i feel like i m getting suck at blogging lately..

anyway,this is how i blogged.

Mid-Autmn@ Mooncakes Festival '09

2009-10-06T06:34:00.009+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival to ya'll.

My very first time celebrating mooncake festival with my besties at Vivi's.

With Carlyn bebe..pls ignore my appearance.

those were taken by yc-the photograher

the boys were busy bbq-ing

While the aunties were busy eating.=X

All these below are Vivi's mom's treasure..and i love'em

Yc with Carlyn..

first time eating watermelon with them..Ha ha

Chio,right..Vivi's mom's creative idea.

were taken by me though

School Starts

2009-09-27T18:10:00.013+08:00

Holiday has already come to an end.School is going t ostart tomorrow and never end, i guess. LOL Well,i have many mix feelings that i don't really knowhow to feel..Honestly,i hate schooling,i know i shouldn't feel that kind of way,but i really can't help it.I m so sick of everything.EVERYTHING Anyways,i have made up my mind.I mean

I m going to have a new start but i m not sure if i can make it or not.I will try my best though.

Something that i have learned and discovered & To remember

---It's definitely okay to make mistakes.

Making mistakes is something we all

human beings do.So,there's no reason

for me to upset when i do it.

But I've got to try to learn from every

mistakes i make and make sure that i

won't repeat the same mistakes.

It's okay for other to make mistakes too.

I will try to accept mistakes in myself and

mistakes that others make.

---It's always important to try.

I believe i can.I know there are many difficult

tasks i may faced.But don't worry,because it's

better to try than to avoid.

Avoiding a task will not bring any opportunities

for both success and joy but trying does.So,yeah..TRY

---Try not to let people control myself or to

please others just because i m scared to reject.

I m going to be different,but a good ones.

People will be whatever they want to be,

and i will be that way i want to be.

---Try to enjoy being the way I am.

---Don't worry things that i can't control yet it's

pointless.Found this: If you worry about

tomorrow, added to that of yesterday,

along with today, you will be miserable.

Do not think about the future or the past,

just focus on today. There may not be a tomorrow.

If you waste energy worrying about tomorrow

and yesterday you will cause yourself undo

stress,anxiety, much guilt and ill health.

Take action from now on.

Loves,

Veronice.

やすみ

2009-09-22T14:22:00.002+08:00

学校の休暇再びここです

こんいちわ,everyone. Well,i m actually having 1 week break from school because of Hari Raya. Being a malaysian is good sometimes,because there are many festival and celebration in Malaysia since it is a multi-racial and multi-cultural country.I'm much pretty sure that most of you are going for a vacation,but i m not.TOO BAD.I've been craving outing like hell.;(

Aww,i m blank.i have nothing much to say so i think it's time to go.

My Current Favorite songs :I Got You by Nikki Flores and Bitter Heart by Zee Avi

Bye,Love

No Boundaries

2009-09-19T17:16:00.002+08:00

One of the best song ever

No Boundaries by Kris Allen

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3

Cutie Of Ours-J'Mi

2009-09-16T23:01:00.003+08:00

Let me share a few photos of my cousin's newborn daughter.

Believe it or not,she's the cutest baby ever.

thought

2009-08-15T21:50:00.004+08:00

Recently , I have been thinking about my future.

I wondered how's everything going to be like and

who will i end up with in the future.

It just all about FATE isn't it ?

Just some random-silly-thought crossed my mind.

Well,5 more days to go..I m quite nervous but

excited at the same time.I haven't prepared

much yet.But i did some shopping last week

with my sister hoping to get some fancy

dresses or clothes and i only bought a shirt

from F21 because there was not much i like

and fit my Body well..yeah,failure in losing

weight again.I m such a loser right ?yeah,I'm undoubtedly.

Currently listen to -- Mad by Ne-yo &

Better by Boyzone &

Falling for you by Colbie Calliat.

Sweet 16

2009-07-29T21:38:00.004+08:00

My SWEET 16 has just approached like 15 days ago.I know this may be a little too late..I don't feel like blogging lately.I don't know why.But don't worry eh,i will try to update more as if you wish to see moi.Well,everything is okay for me so far except the news of my classmate getting H!N! and he's now being quarantined at the hospital.Hopes that he's okay.
Gotta end here.More post to come..

Awesome

2009-07-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

AWESOME

Boredom

2009-07-08T23:05:00.006+08:00

Taking some Random Photos to kill my boredom.

The chalet Girl

2009-07-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

The Chalet Girl

Falling in love can be a slippery slope

The ski season. A glamorous world of snowy pistes, gorgeous ski instructors and glittering après-ski nightlife. What’s not to love?

Quite a lot, thinks Millie Braythorpe.

Four months of endless bed-making and cooking for guests have taken their toll, and the only thing she really looks forward to is her nightly gig singing in a little French bar.

Then handsome troublemaker Luke comes to stay at her chalet, and before she knows it Millie’s head over heels in love. But is Luke to be trusted, or is her Alpine romance destined to end in heartbreak?

Well, I've finally finished up reading this book. This book is actually talking about a

chalet girl named Millie who has a seasonal job in a ski resort in France, who later

meets an attractive boy, Luke, when he comes to stay in her chalet and instantly

falls in love with him. Millie works hard in the chalet and makes sure all the guests

have an enjoyable holiday and no being left-out.

Luke is enjoying a snowboarding break with his best mate, Archie, and he is equally

drawn to Millie. She is so natural and sweet and pretty. Plus, she seems tinged with

sadness which increases Luke's interest and attraction. His curiosity of having to

know about Millie makes him to do a lot of researching .Then he finds out who her

father is as well as her family.

Of course the path of true love can't run smooth, so a misunderstanding leads to

Millie heading back to England without saying goodbye to Luke. Gradually, Millie's

past is revealed .Things get better as Luke searches for Millie to tell her the truth.

I enjoyed reading this book very much because it is well written and the story is interesting.

xoxo

You are not alone.

2009-07-05T23:15:00.003+08:00

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

You are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

You are not alone

My favorite part of the song of YOU'RE NOT ALONE by Micheal Jackson.

How Time Flies.SIGH.Another week is gonna pass.

It's already JULY..thinking that So much things happened just in a Half year

which almost drove me crazy.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a great day for all of us.

I can't help myself from weeping when I happened to

listen to the song'' HEAL THE

WORLD'' by MICHEAL JACKSON , again.

Now only I realized that how much I love his songs.

Saturday Nite

2009-07-04T23:58:00.004+08:00

Hey people, I M STILL ALIVE ! Since I've not written much lately, I hope you guys haven't forgotten my blog. How's everyone, by the way ? It's Saturday ..And I m not in the mood . You probably would get right for this .yeah , I m spending Saturday alone at home . Aww I'm supposed to hang out with the dwarfs today and would be having fun with all of them at the moment. But no, SIGH , I wanted to cry out loud. I feel like something always hindered me from hanging out with them. I always got the problem whenever we come to planning for hang-outs. I bet they'd so much fun tonight..without me.
FORGET ABOUT THAT.@_@ Hopefully, that I will be able to make it other time for hangouts .

Well, ,tell you what , I m crazy over the quizzes in the facebook recently . Oh ya,I just took a quiz just now which talked about me based on my Birth Month .And the answer came out is just so true.

For me who birth on month July below are what my birth month says about me:
* Fun to be with
* Secretive
* Difficult to fathom and to be understood
* Quiet unless excited or tensed
* Takes pride in oneself
* Has reputation
* Easily consoled
* Honest
* Concern about people´s feelings
* Tactful
* Friendly
* Approachable
* Very emotional
* Temperamental and unpredictable
* Moody and easily hurt
* Witty and snarky
* Sentimental
* Not revengeful
* Forgiving but never forgets
* Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
* Guides others physically and mentally
* Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
* Caring and loving
* Treats others equally
* Strong sense of sympathy
* Wary and sharp
* Judge people through observations
* Hardworking
* No difficulties in studying
* Loves to be alone
* Always broods about the past and the old friends
* Likes to be quiet
* Homely person
* Waits for friends
* Never looks for friends
* Not aggressive unless provoked
* Prone to having stomach and dieting problems
* Loves to be loved
* Easily hurt but takes long to recover
* Overly concerned
* Puts in effort in work

Malaysia Xango 2nd Anniversary @ White Party

2009-07-04T20:51:00.005+08:00

Xango M'sia 2nd Anniversary@White Party

Let's the pics do the talking yeah?
Nyoro~n

Us-py&me with Robert Conlee-The CEO

Me & Jenny Thompson-200kThe Awesome Xango Haka Dance

Weird
I know.
All of us with Dr.T

Had a great time with all the people in Xango.
Wanna join ?
Call me up then.

Amber Morley

2009-07-02T22:29:00.001+08:00

Bon odori

2009-07-01T19:42:00.003+08:00

Yay,Bon Odori is coming to town again soon !!!

Bon Odori Festival 2009( Selangor )
Venue : Panasonic Sports Complex (formerly Matsushita Centre)
Address : Lot 4, Persiaran Perkilangan, Seksyen 21, Shah Alam,Selangor
Date : 18th July 2009 *
Time : 5pm onwards
Tickets : Free Admission
Phone : 03-2274 2274 (Japanese Club of KL)
Free Shuttle Bus from Shah Alam KTM Station to Matsushita Stadium is provided.
Synopsis : The Bon Festival is a Japanese Buddhist custom** which is held annually to honor the deceased spirits of one's ancestors. It is meant to be a joyful celebration, bringing families together, and celebrating rather than mourning the lives of the dearly departed.

ATTENTION!!
● Strictly no smoking except for designated areas.
● No high-heels allowed in the dancing field.
● Guests are advised to car pool to the stadium due to limited car parks.
● NO COSPLAYING. Respect the Japanese culture and tradition please.

Leehom's concert '06

2009-07-01T18:48:00.002+08:00

Leehom's M'sia Concert'06

Shot by Chizzu in 2006

RIP Micheal Jackson

2009-06-26T16:36:00.003+08:00

Life is always unpredictable.

The king of Pop--Micheal Jackson is dead,at the age of 50.

Can you all believe it ?
No,i couldn't believe it..but i got to know the news earlier than i supposed to.
So,when i woke up this morning and
logged in to facebook and saw everyone was talking about the death of Jacko,and i started wondering who Jacko they were talking about..I didn't suspect they were actually talking about Micheal Jackson.
But when i saw the news online,i got shocked and upset when i saw''Jackson dies aged 50 on the eve of his 'final tour'.

He's gone without saying goodbye.

RIP Micheal Jackson,a peaceful demise.

My current obsession♥

2009-06-23T22:15:00.003+08:00

♥My Current Obsession

-- Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul

This book consists of 101 stories, poems, and cartoons of life, love, and learning every teenager can relate to and learn from without feeling criticized or judged.The book is divided into eight themes which are relationships, friendship, family, love and kindness, learning, tough stuff, making a difference, and reaching for goals.Each thematic section contains thirteen one-to five-page inspirational stories offering advice through real life lessons.Chicken Soup fans will find this book strengthens the heart and calms the spirit. Teens will discover their own feelings are normal and that they are not alone.

This book is great for us,especially the teenagers who are in need of comfort and the teens that are suffering from emotional problems.when i read this book,i realized that every teenager goes through their share of problems.And it really does help me to feel better about myself knowing that there are many other people out there in the world having to deal the same problems as I am.

xoxo

Body Language

2009-06-23T21:34:00.005+08:00

♥Body Language by Jesse McCartney.

I love this so much..He's always my favorite.I m darn fond of him!!

O that bodys like music to my ear
O that bodys like music to my ear
O that bodys like music to my ear
what you want is right here

Oh she, oh she so international
The way, the way she get it on the floor
Im tryin Im tryin to holler at you
I want, to get, to know you better

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I dont speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that bodys talkin definitely makes sense
Its her, her body, her body, her body language
Its her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
Its her, her body, her body, her body language
Its her, her body, her body

That make me want to say
he-eey, he-eey, he-eey
Its her, her body, her body
her body language come on

Shorty, let me whisper in your ear
Tell you, everything you wanna hear
You got my vote Hottest Girl of the Year
Lets have a ce-lebra-tion, baby

Im lifting up my voice to say
Youre the hottest girl in the world today
The way you shake
You got me losing my mind
Youre banging like a speakerbox
Turn around the party stops
Universal lady, let me take you away

O that bodys like music to my ear
O that bodys like music to my ear
O that bodys like music to my ear
What you want is right here

This song is hot yo.

xoxo

i m sorry

2009-06-19T23:22:00.005+08:00

I hope you are reading this.

I m really sorry for being

irresponsible

which is what

you might be thinking about

me.

I know you are probably

unhappy or unsatisfied with me.

But

whatever it is ,I m sorry.

Aww..I don't mean to disappoint

you by that.

I mean i really have no idea why

things happened like that.

I hope nothing will go wrong

AGAIN because I care of what you

will think about me.

I mean I m not used to

being irresponsible, seriously.

And again, I m sorry.

I will try my best for the

discussion

Random

2009-06-18T20:33:00.008+08:00

I just read something...

something that was very deep and meaningful.

I had never thought this person had troubles like

this.

It makes me sad that i cant help. I really want to.

It must be so hard, to be in a position like

that.

Especially having all those thoughts

in your head wondering why?

This is for Yiyon

2009-06-18T18:33:00.009+08:00

Had a great-fun time with Yvonne

well,she is sweet,she is nice,,she is fun-loving.

Tagged by Yeong Choon_Little Orange

2009-06-14T15:22:00.005+08:00

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?
Red.

2. Your first initial?
A

3. Your month of birth?
August? July i think.

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
I like both~duh

5. Name of persons of the same sex as yours
Vivian,Vynncy and Yvonne

6. Your favorite number?
Number ONE~~

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
Flying~don't you think it's exciting ?

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
OCEAN.

9. Write down 15 wishes
i will not ask for too much. only 15 =

1) Hopes my daddy will get well soon.
2)Hopes to have a better life.
3)Wish to own an apple macbook.
4)Wish to own an ipod.
5)Wish to cope with form 4 stuffs better and get better results.
6)Wish to successful in both Xango and studies.
7)Wish to own a blackberry or an iphone.
8)Wish all my family&Relatives and Besties all the best and happy always.
9)Wish to have a slim&Hot body
10)Wish to go Japan with my besties in the next few years.
11)Wish to go Maldives.
12)Wish to travel all around the world.
13)Wish to have all the branded goods.
14)Wish to be more confident and knowledgeable.
15)Peace & Happiness.

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)
Answers

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive (conservative?! yea... kinda?)
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You u are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down..

2. If your initial is:
A-K- You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. (you sure?)
L-R- You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z- You like to help others and your future love life looks very good..

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. (wah... must becareful then! haha)

April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

(sorry, i chose both!)

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6 This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime. (haha! let me count and see...)
The 7 dwarfs

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people. (I don't think i m spontaneous also.)

9. This wishes will come true only if you tag this to five people in one hour.
Tag it to ten people, and it will come true before your next birthday.
a)Yvonne
b)Melanie
c)Toni
d)Linli
e)Pricilla
f)Jessica
g)Joowen
h)Rhysson
I)Rainie
j)Joey

Imy&ILy dad

2009-06-10T22:54:00.004+08:00

Life still goes on.

Just got home from SJMC.My dad was not in the mood today and had been suffered from the pain since the narcotic has less supplied.Well,he's still in the ICU..will be switching to the normal wad if nothing goes wrong.I felt like crying when i saw him suffering from the pain. I hope that he will be alrite and get well tomorrow,hopefully.I've been missing him like crazy and I'm pretty sure that I m not the only one.By the way,I would like to take this opportunity to thank to my aunties and their family for all the support and caring towards my dad and i really appreciated it and i feel lucky to have all of them.Besides,i would like to thank to all my besties and friends for the prayer and concern.Most importantly,to Gohozon,though i've told to stop from taking faith in Gohonzon but i do still chant and pray to Gohonzon for my dad because i know this is only way to help my dad and to ease my fear.

Dear my dad,
I tthink I should tell you some things that other people already know but I may not have ever told you..I have had so many feelings over the years about you, about our relationship.
I hope you will always know that i love you,we love you,including mom.,you are still very important & special to us,and we love you still no matter what happens.Yea,I scared of you and i find it strange whenever i feel like talking to you and i feel jealous when i see you have a great and comfortable convo with others because i never really have a proper talk with you,seriously.I always wish that everything could start all over again and i wanna have a great time with you like any other.As a matter of fact,we are not able to change but to fix.I will show you and prove that i love u and care for you more than ever.

Suyin

2009-06-08T23:57:00.004+08:00

I'm now listening to my current favorite song-To make you feel my love By Kris Allen

I'm so worried of him,my dad,he had successfully done for heart bypass surgery,a very tough one,as the doctor said.He's still now in the ICU..I can't stop from weeping and sobbing whenever i think of him.I just can't take control.How loser I am.He's my dad and I'm his daughter,how am i not worried about him,right?I miss him so much,seriously.I just can't help myself thinking of all the happy things we did together in my childhood and my tears keep flowing all the times when i think of him..I wanted to tell him that I love him,but i was too shy..I don't know why..i would only tell him when i texted him..Now,everything seems to be fine..and everyone is getting better.

Loves.Peace.

Fragile

2009-06-08T00:18:00.002+08:00

I'm too FRAGILE..

ily

2009-06-07T10:42:00.004+08:00

How Time flies..

Hope everything is going to be

alright.

ILY,dad.

Girls just want to have fun!

2009-06-06T19:27:00.001+08:00

Girls just want to have fun!

やすみ

2009-06-05T20:27:00.004+08:00

お元気ですか、みんあさん？

私わ元気です。

食べますか？

じゃ明日またね！

Tears from Heart.

2009-06-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

I thought i was stronger but
Whenever i think of you,my tears can't hide.
Hopefully everything is going well and alright.
I will always love you and be there for you.

2009-06-01T22:26:00.006+08:00

I know probably you are being emo right now.I have no idea what/who upsets you.
But whatever it is,just CHEER UP!
I know you can.
You know what,you are one of the people i used to envy(not to mention jealous but it's obvious that you have a better life than me)Haa.I know you are hardly expressing your feeling at the moment but don't worry..everything is gonna be alright and i do miss you too.Xx

Loves.

2009-05-29T09:48:00.003+08:00

Hooray!! School Holiday is here again! No school for 2 weeks.

I wish to spend my holiday on the beach..All i need is a break!Life is too hard! i have no idea what's wrong with me?! I know i should be happy and I feel extremely grateful and appreciate what i have in my life.,I love everything and everyone in my life..I seriously get tired of my life though..That's probably because i don't know how to live a life better or being too demand either..I feel like giving up on everything sometimes..considering how i screwed my life and being useless..I'm scared of taking challenge..I'm scared of taking action..I'm scared of failure..I know i have to go through all these difficulties..I know life is just about ups and downs..Easy to say is hard to do!! But well,I'm slowly beginning to realize that no matter how I envy other people's lives-and wish I was more like them-I need to learn to love me-my own life-and to live it the best I can-with no regrets-no unattainable wishes-no secrets. I need to learn to be myself. For everyone. But especially for me.

Cupcakes

2009-05-28T23:00:00.004+08:00

I wish to have some cupcakes...

Loves,
Strawberry

lost in nowhere.

2009-05-16T17:27:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling like @#$^&*@*#* at the moment.

I am so overwhelmed.

Everything is screwed up .

Please go away,problems.

Please Save Me From This Darkness !!!
I wanna get out of here.
I feel lost.
I m Struggling to breath.

Show time

2009-05-15T23:55:00.004+08:00

SHOW TIME

COOL& CUTE
Edited by me-Suyin

Happy 21st Bithday to you,Hong Guan !

Love&Peace.

She has Lots On Her Mind~

2009-05-14T21:57:00.006+08:00

She has Lots On Her Mind~

She is missing her dad,seriously.
She is so worried of her dad .
she is scared of the coming exams.
She is wasting time like mad.
She hopes everything is gonna be alright.
She is missing her besties so much.
She is getting confused.
She doesn't feel like studying and sleeping.

Life is so hard when it comes to making a choice.
My faith is shaking..

Soon Peng&Irene's wedding@Anson-Penang

2009-05-10T02:02:00.006+08:00

Well,let's the pics do the talking,yea?
Me and sista

Me,myself and I

The yummy food.

Me and my dearest-beautiful mom

Three sisters and the auties.

Me with the novel'The Kite Runner"

To my horror,She's a man.

The couple

Me and my grandma
Done.
Gotta go.
Ciao.
Peace*=*

I m too weak.

2009-05-06T20:27:00.004+08:00

I was so sad at school today.Too much happened today.Basically,I m having a lot of problems in school.I'm not able to catch up for the form four 's stuff especially this year.It's the worst year ever.Sobs.And so you know,mid term exam is just around the corner.
Well,Everything seems to change.Even you,i should say,honestly..

Chloe and I got scolded by XX today due to the project.I hate it.we got so pissed because of that.The way she scolded us was damn****Fine.just forget about it.

The next thing came more worse.(none of XX business)I hate the feeling when they talked craps about me with somebody.''They'' refers to my other good friends included my bff.I felt so helpless and speechless at that moment because i was too weak to boom back and no one stood up for me..since they knew about my shortcoming which i couldn't be able to tease/boom back.I know they were making fun..but i think it was not fun at all.. and they were just too overacted.
Later on,i talked to my bff about the craps and how i felt.Then,she apologized and promised there will no be next time.So,apology accepted.After saying my feeling,i felt so relieved and even more happy.

I got to be strong Just keep pushing on~~~

Irene-cousin sis's Wedding Dinner@Anson

2009-05-04T22:32:00.006+08:00

We drove all the way to Perak to attend Irene's wedding dinner.

On our way.

Happy Ending.

Drove home all the way from Perak.

Lesson

2009-05-04T22:19:00.004+08:00

I have learnt something.

-Success is not by chance,is by choice.
-Success can't be brought by cash,success is achieved by installment.

-It's very embarrassing to see someone do something which you said can't be done.

2009-04-01T19:45:00.007+08:00

Hishashiburi desune~

Hola everyone ~! It's bloggie time !! It's been like ages.i haven't updated my blog.Been hectic.

Welcome me back anyway.lol. Well,i can't believe i have been ignoring my blog in months.Gosh,i've forgotten completely what i m going to write now.I m such an old lady.I feel like screaming out loud ! Let's talk about me. I'm okay recently.I'm freaking miss my Besties especially Kit kit since he has been on ns month ago.Besides,i have joined Xango-the network-marketing company-Mangosteen juice currently. You have no idea how much the Xango so called mangosteen juice and the company and its sales have amazed me ! Look for me if you're interested to it.

By the way,school is bored as usual.gee.I hate doing assignment !! it drives me crazy when i totally have no idea about it.Though We're getting better.But still i feel lonely during recess without anyone's companion sometimes.Some of you might know who m i talking about.There's something i should happy about since she found her love ones. We're still bff anyhow.*peace*
He's all i think about every single day.. Leehom ! my love ones.
Alexander Wang Leehom is coming on the 2nd of May for live concert at Bukit Jalil.Can anyone sponsor me and bring me along ? sob sob..I m a big fan of him !I don't wanna miss his concert this time !! I beg you.

Ciao.gotta get up early in the morning.
Peace&Love.

2009-03-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

We're In Such A Big Trouble ! Xxx

Pics.

2009-02-21T13:13:00.001+08:00

I miss my boy so much ! Guess what ? He's such a little cutie of ours.

He likes drawing..dancing..talking..taking photo..

....

Ta Dah !!!

he makes everyone happy.
Loves him

me.

lol.that's all.
Ciao.
Have a great weekend,anyone !

Vent.

2009-02-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

My life is so screwed up because of you.
How could you understand the way I feel about it? How could you understand anything about me at all?
Feeling like this just isn't any fun.
I don't know how to fix it.
How to be positive.
Well I don't care anymore.
I'm just going to move along, and try to focus on school and contentment.
Hope that i can truly get over it.

Recently in love with Katy Perry's song--Thinking Of you.

A Word.

2009-02-21T11:37:00.000+08:00

A Word

A word can be enough. A word can be everything. And it can also mean the whole thing. It can make something happen, but it can ruin every single deep thing. A word can be a positive one, and can make us to believe in a future, a future near someone else. Are you trying to tell me something by an indirect word?!

I cried.

2009-02-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

I Cried Because Of This.

Into my dreamland a shadow that evades
From those faraway days creeps:
What is the memory that fades
What sorrow ,what pain my heart weeps?
That's the thought of last agony.
I feel it rising high.
The far cry that leads to reverie
Always sends me to sigh.

I remember.I always remember that faraway,that vanished shadow.
One evening,i received a letter from K from north,K had changed.The letter was in his old way,but this time with something more serious.

"E:
This will be the last time i write to you because i will not exist in this world anymore after i finish writing this letter.Always in these days I feel like i m going to die.All the day the world is so dreary.I hate it ! I just hate it ! Whenever the sun has set, I try to forget myself existing just as the sun forgets the world.

Mother never smiles since father's death and brother's departure. Every sigh of hers strikes me very much.I shut myself in my little cell just to forget that i am still living in the world.Father's shadow haunts my dream often. The lost love of father cannot be brought back anymore. His soul is so near,yet so far for me to reach him. Long years of yearning have added a burden on me. I cannot unload it--How depressed i am !

Last week,i received the news that my only beloved brother had died of tuberculosis. I did not disclose this to mother for she was having a quiet rest in uncle's house. Within one year I have lost my two beloved ones. How am I going to survive with such a great loss?

I'm only eighteen,but i have to leave now. Instead of being a walking corpse,I will be glad to die and rest forever.The only thing i regret is that i cannot be a filial child to my mother.
E,you're my best friend,so I tell you all this. I know you will miss me terribly. Goodbye,E.See you again in the nest world,a place where real peace and harmony is found.
K,"

Tears filled my eyes as I read from line to line until my sight got blurred, K's shadow seemed to hover over me and turned to be so realistic that i thought I saw him there."K,you would never die,would you ?"I shouted. But there was no reply.

Sadly,I got a train up north. The train moved quietly in the darkness. I thought I would be getting to my destination the next morning. Suddenly,there was a loud noise as the train hit shaken so vigorously that I was thrown out of the window into the darkness. Luckily,I fell on to a patch of grass and I was still conscious. When I stood up, I saw that the train had collided with another train heading for the opposite direction. Both trains had their wheels off the rails. There was great disorder. Everywhere came the shouting that confused me. To the left I turned and i saw a man sprawling on the ground and then lay there,motionless.I ran around trying to get help,but there was no one i could see.Seemingly,all the people were unconscious. I ran across a pool of blood.It was the most calamitous scene I had ever seen though in faint light. The bloodshed rooted me there,and i could hear sporadic moaning coming to my ears. The surrounding stirred the shadow of death in me. I tried to gather my whole spirit to go against it,but it intimidated me so forcefully that i knew i could not resist any longer. I stepped back only to fall into the viscid pool of blood.

later i know that i was in hospital. I suffered from nothing but a shock so I was discharged from the hospital.I got to my destination in the evening. It was an unforgettable evening. At the same time a few days ago K was buried. It was a funeral without a dirge,without any disturbance of any human customs. K was lying peacefully there in a woodland.
There were only some soil particles separating K and me.I faced the tomb inarticulate with grief. "Are we separated just like this ?" I thought to myself. Even if I were the mightiest man in the world,I could not bring my friend back to life. Suddenly,I thought of dying myself.
The fiery orb of the setting sun cast its ray to gild the ambient water that flowed by as it slowly sank to the western horizon.Touched b the Midas finger,the world became golden, a shimmering color that heightened the grief of the gray world. As i sat drinking in the sorrow of the death of my friend in the encompassing wind,the feeling of death became stronger.

But there was a picture painted with tears and blood.There was a drop of tear in which lurked my sorrow and agony. In the glimmering of the tear lingered my father's worried tone,my mother's weeping voice,my friend's farewell note.
There was a drop of blood in which i froze my love and hatred.As the blood solidified,there emerged within me the whirling courage to fight against snobs and disparagement.Though I was much obsessed by things happening these few days,I managed to choose the right thing to do.

So cold was the path I led,so desolate the vicinity of the woodland I visited that i began to understand that i could not die as my friend did. I just smiled,smiling away my emptiness.

Sad ? Distressed ? I had the strength to live again,though it was a pity to miss my friend. Does not life present many new starts ?
Walking towards the brink of the horizon,i left a lot of benison for my friend. The evening seemed more beautiful .I was still quite dazed for my thoughts were last inside that patch of green.
Out of the valley the stream widened,flowing faithfully towards the sea. For the first time I had the real thought .Though the moon had disappeared from the sky,the stars were still shining.I returned to my home. Only by working hard could I forget anything sad.

Slowly,I began to comprehend. After hundreds of years where should my breath spread ?

Just another normal day.

2009-02-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

Just another normal day.

My day was nothing special.Woke up late,walked to school alone,making an effort to catch up the lessons,having a short nap after school,surfing the net like i used to do,doing homework unpatiently,keep on texting messages with Dan,that's all.

Arg.
I have to get up at six for school.
I have to go to school.
Oh dayumn haha. ):
I'm ashamed of myself lol.
I'm yearning for happiness.
I'm trying so hard.
I hope all this works.
I don't know what started this.
Bed soon.

Happy Cow Year

2009-01-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hey.Happy Chinese Cow Year,everyone ! It's been awhile since i last updated.Holiday for cny is just over,so how much of angpows you guys got ? Mine is not much as compared to the past years.Sigh.Cny is not much excited for me as i get older,idk why.Though,i'm so happy because i was able to meet and have a great time with my besties last saturday during cny.Ha.
Gosh..I can't get into sleep,I can the hear the firecrackers everywhere.
Oyasumi.Ja ne.

Sleeping soon

2009-01-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

I m so fed up with everything.
As you know ,school is officially reopened yesterday.. I feel so sick like hell..So,today was the second day back to school. You know what,I got shock when i heard my name on the list.. I was supposed to get into art class but i got sent to science class.Though,I m gonna sue and switch to art class. Sigh..You have no idea how awful boring in the class although there is few of my friends are in there. It was totally like a new surrounding to me like i was a freshman there. I feel like going crazy..seriously..no kidding. Yet,most of the students in my class are kind of smart though somewhat ego which made me more crazy.I hate friends like that. Opps. They are not nice and friendly enough. Maybe if they're. Gomen ne.
I start hating my school life ! nah. I should not have said that.
~I hope everything is gonna change for better.
~I want to be happy.
Well,i m getting tired now and i think i got to sleep now as i have to get up early tomorrow morning.
Good night. Ciao.

P.S,I've been missing you like crazy..

Holiday Highlights

2009-01-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

Holiday Highlights @ Singapore Trip

Let's the pics say everything.

Day 2

Day 3@ Long Beach Restaurant with Uncle Raymond

Day 4@Marina club

Thanks to Uncle Raymond for the treat.

Day 5@Bugis Street,Daiso,Beach

Day 6@

Goodbye to Singapore.

It was such an awesome trip with my Besties.

Another Year Over

2009-01-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

Celebrations over, and a happy new year to you all.

2009 ..

May it be fruitful and prosperous! Cheers everyone!
Toast to the start of this awesome year!

The End Of The 2008

2008-12-31T02:39:00.000+08:00

Hey !I m just came back from Singapore 2days ago.It was an awesome trip with my BESTIES ! Pictures wil be uploading soon.By the way,i got to know my PMR results in the morning.I got 2As,3Bs,1C and 2Ds.What a poor result ryte ! [SIGH] Honestly,i don't really sad about my results because i did not have enough preparation and considering that i did not paying much attention on my studies.Oh yeah,i should congratulate to you all,who have passed your PMR exam with a flying colors.Well,My cousin bro-JunHong is gonna leave for london to further his studies tomorrow morning.All of us are gonna miss him so badly,i guess ? Hope that everything wil be fine with him there.
Hmm,2008 is about to end soon ! 1day more to go.2009 is coming up,i m kinda excited,i guess. well,there's so much things happened ,out of my expectation this year.

Guess what ? It's already 4 in the morning,and i stil awake ! cool huh ?lols.

Before saying Goodbye to 2008,i have something to confess to those who have brighten my life.

*TO MY FAMILY
A Big thank you to you all for always be there for me.I am really appreciated to have you all around me. Eventhough ,how bad our arguments get sometimes, i stil LOVE YOU All,seriously.

*TO MY BESTIES
So a big thank you to you guys. Thanks for making me laugh,especially.I missed all the moments we had together.I love you guys.

Well,Goodbye 2008,Welcome 2009.

Whatever it is,just enjoy !

Hopefully,2009 wil be a much better year for everyone !

EVERYTHING

2008-12-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

Everything By LeeHom

I just found another new song of LeeHom's new album.

曲：王力宏词：王力宏小寒

故事里的起承转合有一些忘记
做了多少错误的选择
原来波折才暗示着该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything

遥远天际巧合相遇有多少几率
多少烟火坠落无痕迹
因为幸福没有捷径难免要绕道
不被看好越是要走到

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

你就是Everything
就这个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天永远从此刻开始算起

你就是Everything
就如这个原因我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

What a nice song !

I just realize LeeHom's my everything.

I love you,LeeHom.

I'm EXCITED !

2008-12-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

Yay !

I wil be off to Wy's hse tomorrow !

and we wil be goin to Genting the next day..

Can't wait to see them again ~

well,have a nice day,everyone !

心‧ 跳* Heartbeat*by LeeHom

2008-12-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

Omg ! LeeHom's going to release his new album.
I found his latest song-Hearbeat on youtube.

心‧ 跳* Heartbeat*by LeeHom

詞 : 王力宏易家揚曲 : 王力宏

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點

你又在哭泣我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭有那麼點後悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒

等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

It's really a nice song, and i like it very much. Can't wait for his new album.Yayy.
I keep re-playing and don't get bored of listening again and again.
Hope you guys like it.

I just can't think of a title

2008-11-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hey hey..It's been a long while since my last post right.
I m so sorry for not blogging lately.It's not that i've been busy or what,i just can't help out of my lazyness..
Sigh. I wondered why time passes so fast huh ? Our school holidays are about to end soon.Hm,2009 is coming soon..My life is pretty blur & aimless the whole of this year. Well,how's holidays,everyone ?
I bet you guys must have a wonderful holiday right huh ? Besides working on the weekends,i spent my holidays reading novels,borrowed from Mimi jie jie.She's such a kind and the sweetest jie jie i'd ever seen.. Since she knew that i really like reading,she brought many interesting books for me..Loves her..
By the way,guess what? i m not working tomorrow ! hah.. I got to attend Oeshiki Ceremony tomorrow morning.and since tomorrow is Weiyian's mom's b'day,we're goona give her a big surprise tomorrow.I miss my besties so much and can't wait to see them tomorrow. It sounds FUN ! I just can't wait for it.
Oy my gosh,it's already 2 in the morning ! i think i got to sleep now,otherwise i m not able to wake up early.
Till then.Ciaoz.

Yasumi's here !

2008-11-04T14:06:00.000+08:00

Guess what ?

Well,i've started working last Sunday as a part time promoter at a stall,which sells something such as candies,'peng tong wu lou',and fruit chocolate fondue in Aeon Jaya Jusco..I will only be working on the weekends of this month..

This is my first working experience..You know what,i have to stand most of the time..Eww..

My feet were like killing me ! This job is not as easy as i expected before..The most hard part i found is that I have to wash all the dishes which had soaked with the honey..They were really yacky ! I hate it ! I don't wash much (or used to wash at home)..But i have to do it as a part of my job..(hontoni Kirai ne ! )LOL..Anyhow,i will try to LOVE my job..

Neverthelss,since i worked on the weekend,i m not able to turn up Saturday's meet and Sunday's Shodai..and most apparently,i m not able to meet the other 6 dwarfs ! It's been like a long while we didn't have a real talk ! But i'd like looking foward to our trip to Genting..I know it must be a real great fun with the DWARFS ~Miss you guys a lot..

By the way,it was my BFF's birthday(Cherry-Chiew Yin)yesterday..We went for movie ytd..We've been dying to be watching High School Musical 3 before it showed up..It was a GREAT and AWESOME movie that i'd ever seen..

Hope anyone will look for me there and don't forget to bring anything delicious for me..

LOL..kidding..It's okay if you wanted..Ha
You're definitely welcome to pay me a visit !

Imma got to go..See ya..

Have a nice day,everyone !

I m BACK~

2008-10-31T09:07:00.000+08:00

Hey Everyone.. It’s Suyin here..I am BACK! I got my com fixed ! I‘ve been missing you guys this past days..Really.. Lol. .It’s been really long while since my last post here.. I don’t even have any idea where to start my post right here..

First of all, I would like to say that PMR was finally over since 2 weeks ago.. So now, I can be really relaxed! Err, Well, let’s talk about my days during holidays.. Actually, our school holidays have not started yet but then we all have decided that we deserved to have holidays after a week exam.. It’s not that we‘re lazy or what.. It’s like the teachers in school don’t even give us any lesson.. It’s kind of wasting time there! That’s why.. Well, you know, few weeks before my exam, something had gone wrong with my computer and I was not able to surf the net.. It was bad I know, though, I felt quite happy but not angry since my exam was approaching. It is because I got to focus and concentrate on my revision for PMR.. What a coincidence right?! Ha... I felt that gohonzon is always supporting about us.. Besides, something fortunate happened to me during my exam.. It was the second last day of my exam. That day, I was taking Chinese. When I was doing the paper 2, essay, guess what ,I didn’t have enough time to finish it.. I almost panicked and bursted in to tears in front of every friends of mine.. How embarrassed! I asked the teacher-in-charge to give me some time to finish it.. But she didn’t let.. Well, miracle happened! The other senior teachers saw me crying and sympathized with me. SHE LET ME FINISHED IT! How good is she! I m really appreciated it! But it only took few minutes..But still, thank her!

Well, guess what? I already got to know Tim, the German guy in my school! We chit-chatting about everything funny and interesting...Ha...He‘s quite nice and funny. It’s true.. We even intended to hang out together..Maybe only if it’s possible..But not on a date! The last day of schooling, I asked him to take photo with me and some of my friends said I fall in love with him. ! Guess what? Yes, of course, Of course I like & love him as my friend! By the way, I hope I m also one of his Best Friend that he considered.

Well,on the 26th of October,last Sunday,i was taking part in the Southern Region Four Division Exchange Meet at Kukup,Pontian,Johor.It was a great fun although it only took 2 days 1 night..i got to know more friends through this exchange meet,and my faith seems to be more stronger than before..I think it's just great.

Southern Region Four Division exchange Meet @Kukup,Johor

Day 1

Day 2

That's all..

Have a nice day !~

GOSH~

2008-08-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

WTH ! Grrr..

I m not feeling well !

I got stomach-ache and something was wrong with my gastric yesterday

and TOday i got the flu & fever and sore throat !

Grr.. yet, those condition leads me to Headache !

How could this be ???How suay am i.. Sigh

I feel like dying soon~ kidding~lol

Imma got to rest and sleep ~

Nights,everyone..

A Visit Trip~

2008-08-29T12:41:00.000+08:00

A Trip with The Schoolmates

Took by Bee ai..

Camwhoring in the bus..

Apple & Cherry & Strawberry

Lemon & Apple & Cherry & Strawberry Cherry & me
We even camwhored in the toilet..HaThe girls..
What a sunny day !
Camwhored again while on the way back to school~The girls~again..

I have not got the chance to have a pic with the other guys..

That's why there's only GIRLS and my TOMODACHI in those pics..

You guys must be curious where'd i been to..//not telling//

Weird ??Yea,i think so..

Let's end here..

Haha~

Another Day Out ~

2008-08-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hey man ! I went to Wei Yian 's house again last Saturday..

Her parents were not at home as we went there..

They already flew to Japan..
I m so glad i got to go there and stayed overnight there about

2 days 1 night..Haha
Before that,they got a BBQ.Hong Guang planned it as he would

be back to S'pore on Friday..
But Kit and me couldn't make it ! so we missed it~

I went there with Kit kit..
We both took KTM to Shah Alam KTM station..
Then,Wei Yian came there and fetched us..While on the way to her home.we talked to her grandpa..
LOL~ her grandpa was so cute and every words

came out from his mouth was so Funny !!
Haha.. And i kept laughing in the car..
After i reached her house,we intended to have a BBQ again at that night..
We went to her mom's boutique first and later on,we went to Neway Karaoke for a sing..

At Neway Karaoke
The 6 dwarfs without Hong Guang..

We headed off to Tesco to buy some BBQ's stuffs after time's up ..
Got her house around 8-ish,and we started our BBQ !
I was the person who holding the cam hence the pic is without me..
I m not going to show you guys the pics i involved due to some reasons..Heh..

We 've been talking non-stop while having BBQ until around 1..Haha

Celebration ??

We fell asleep around 3-ish.. Haha..

We woke up late on the next day..

Then we rushed to pc as there was General youth meeting..

After G.Y.M,we got home~

It was nice to hang out with them.. LOVE IT ~!

I m Home~Miss you guys so much !

2008-08-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hey guys ! I m back..!

Had really a Great time with the 6 Dwarfs ! As i ever mentioned in my previous post,that i got invited to WEi Yian earlier 21st birthday party..I've been staying overnight at hers place about 4 days 3 nights..Unbelievable..you know what,this is my first time staying overnight at friend's hse..And we hung out together ! Yea.. It was so fun !Really miss the days we spent together and shared our jokes together !

We are all Happy dwarfs family (Our Papa-Hong Guang,Our Mama-Wei Yian,Our sister-Wei see,Our Koko-Yeong Choon and Wei kit,Our Younger brother-Simon and me-Suyin)..

You guys have given me a faboo memories..!

I love you guys FOREVER !

Really can't wait for the DEC trip they planned !

I bet it would be a nice trip for us !

The 1st Day

Well,As there was an Urabon-E ceremony on that day before Wei Yian's birthday party,so we gathered at pc after the ceremony finished.Wei Yian drove us to her house and we stayed overnight there !

Guess who else have been there too ?

* Wei Kit and Yeong Choon *

They made 3 layers of burberry cheese cake for her ! The Birthday Princess..

It tasted NICE * Yummy ! yea,no kidding~!

They all were hiding the cakes from Wei Yian..

Reached her house and then we were all doing gongyo together..

Got shower and fell asleep..

Zzzzz..

The 2nd day

Well,We woke up around 10-ish.after gongyo ,we had our lunch and we started our preparation..for the party..

Around 4-ish,we got ready for the party..As the theme of the party was Retro 50's to 80's,so our dress-up and make-up must suit for the theme..After doing gongyo and here we went to the SWEET 21st Birthday Party of WEi Yian..

Camwhored before going to the party~

You can see

Rest For Rest Karaoke~

Choon & sabun~

See see & me ~

The sweet couple-Keng Seong & Quinnie
Both of them could sing very well !

Burberry Cheese Cake made by Yc & Wk

Out of expectation

She cried ! too touching..!

The party was on ~

The siblings were
too enjoyed dancing..

Sabun~Breakdancing.. Cool man~!

Everyone was dancing..

Another Burberry Cheese bought by her dearest mom~

Happy 21st Bithday !

The Family
The Siblings
The Aunties
The brothers

The sisters

We got home around 12am.Took some pics before shower..

Should be 7 dwarfs right ? Why 6 ?Who is missing ?

Where are you,Sabun ?

5 of us slept together. *My first experience*

After we got shower,WY started to open all the gift from her birthday..She got alot of nice presents.. Later on,they talked about REAL ghost stories..It was so scary.As i was a coward,I dare not sleep after listening to the stories..We fell asleep around 5am.. You can imagined how scary the stories was..

That night was awesome..
ZZzzz..

The 3rd Day

Everyone woke up very late..After shower and morning gongyo,we headed to Jolin's house.As she 's leaving to Russia on the 22nd of August.so they got a gathering for her.

Oiishi ne~

Ayam Merah cooked by Yc

Macaroni Cheese made by Aunt carol
We leave Jolin's house around 2pm..headed to Sunway Pyramid..

Camwhoring while on the way to S.P..

Our Papa-Hong Guan

Our Mama-Wei Yian Sabun & Choon
Choon Choon
Kit & See

See see and Yin yin..LOL

Kawaiine ~

After this,we went for movie..

MIRROR

It was scary but NICE though !

I screamed all the while..Haha

Went for dinner and got to WY's house..Heh.

Supposed to went home that day..All were playful and stayed 1 more night at WY's house..

Got home around 11pm.(not sure),6 dwarfs slept together again..Haha..

We shared jokes together and fell asleep..

That night was so ''WOW''..

ZZZzzz..

The 4th Day

Woke up around 7.30am. After washed-up and morning gongyo , we went Shah Alam Pusat Akuatik for swimming..The pool there was really deep..we nearly drowned.Yea,no kidding.

Went home around 11am,after having breakfast,we followed Wy to Taylor's.

We walked around there and went to Peppercorn for some drinks while she was having her class..We headed to Sunway Pyramid again after WY finished her class..We took pictures again at Puri-puri..Later on,we had our dinner at Pizza Hut.. We had fun there.. Yc was freaking funny,he kept making me laugh ! i kept laughing all the while..haha.. Then I taught him japanese..and then we spoke jap all the way home..lol~

Guess who 's in the reflection ~?

Yc and me..In Peppercorn.

7dwarfs family photo

The sweet girl-Yian yian and me

Hope our friendship could last forever !

Wy-our mama,sent us home..Everyone was moody at the moment..

We tried not to let the atmosphere down..We were unable to make it though ! Sighs~

After got home,I miss them so badly..And recalled all those moments we spent together..Btw,I can't wait for the next hang out with the 6 dwarfs..

Hehe~

Once again,Love you guys Forever !

I m gonna miss you guys more than ever !

Got to go now..imma freaking tired..need some rest !

Ciao~

Suffering~

2008-08-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

Sighs ~Trial..trial..trial.. I m gonna be suffering from the TRIAL within this whole week..

Exams today was really hard for me..

I m getting worried of my RESULTs..

Meanwhile,i m so Happy because i got invited to Wei Yean's BIRTHDAY PARTY on this Saturday..

I m looking forward to the day comes..Can't wait to meet them too[missing them so much].. well, 4 days to go..

Argghh~~~!

I can't stand for it anymore ! There's too much mosquitoes in my house !!!
I feel itchy everywhere !
I've been suffering from the mosquitoes bite this few days..
They are kinda annoying..HORRIBLE !
Why they keep biting me ??.. i have no idea! Is my blood too sweet and tasty for them ?

Well,I need Fresh AIR and New Surrounding ,Seriously !

Got to go now..

Oyasumi Nasai ! Ja mata ne~

I WIll Always Love You

2008-08-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

I m seriously fall in love with Connie Talbot's voice.. Connie is adorable and talented. You know,she got an angle voice and she 's only 6yrs old ! Whenever i hear her sing,I almost burst in tears..

This is what I can say 'SHE IS AMAZING' !

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go but I know,
I'll think of you
every step of the way.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

You. My darling you. Mmmm.

Bittersweet memories,
That is all I am taking with me.
So goodbye, please don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind,
And I hope you have
All you've dreamed of.
and I'm wishing you joy,
And happiness.
But above all this, I'm wishing you love.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you...
I will always love you...

Sounds Crazy~

2008-08-07T13:57:00.000+08:00

School today was okay,kinda bored though.. Nothing much happened.But well,there' s an exchange student from Germany ,Tim (If i m not mistaken ) has just sent to our 'LOUSY' school for studies..When i got the news from my sista, i was like i want to know him..lol I've been wondering that why he got sent here and why not other 'FAMOUS' schools..
By the way,I feel special on him,because he's the only foreign student in our school.. Yet,he 's so tall and strikingly cute ! Every girls in our school are insanely crazy on him.. I m the amongst those who had the same feeling as well..[he he] He's 15yrs old same age as me,and he supposed in form 3 this yrs.. According to their country,the education there is more standard and advanced..That's why he is in form 4 now..He's just POPULAR in our school.. Everyone in school is talking about him..and immediately go to his class to see him..
Well,i haven't get the chance to meet him face to face and be friend with him.. but SOON~The girls and me are intended to meet him next morning.. The boys thought that we are too crazy {HIAU} on him But i think we're not Crazy OK ! We just want to show our Enthusiast and be friendly to the new foreign student !

Will tell you guys more about him after i meet him Ya !
{SIGH} Trial is started from TOMORROW ~ AWww....
Well,imma got to go..
Take care everyone.. C ya !

I m alright

2008-08-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

Well,today was supposed to be a great day to me.. Something had happened though, and it totally made me moody and felt down..
{No worries,i m alright at the moment}
Seriously,friendship is really matters to me and I will feel miserable without any friends around..Sometimes,i find they are great and nice to be with. But sometimes,i feel something different..[sigh] is this my own problems ?
You know,i never ever used to be rude or have quarrel with my friends.. Even they hurt or betray on me,i can only forgive them and try to forget about the past they've done..Because i know there will be no happy ending if i keep blaming or caring the past which is negative and bad to me..
Sometimes,A always acted like understands me more than anyone else does.. Honestly,A did not even know the depth of my feelings..
Well,i admit that maybe sometimes i m the ones who treat you guys as i mentioned..I m here to apologize ..Gomennasai !
By the way,i do have some BEST FRIENDS in my life..I like the moment when they share jokes with me until i laugh my ass off..They are just SPECIAL,and I LOVE them.
Anyways,everything is in the past.. and i hope i will not be talking about it anymore..
I hope everything will be alright,[hopefully]..
Gotta go now.. Hope you guys will have a great day !
Ciao~
=)

[Sigh]..I m OK though~

2008-07-26T21:46:00.001+08:00

Time flies so fast.. though life still goes on~

I think i just need a break ! Yet,i think i should get off here for a while..

Well,Life is getting harder some times..

Everything seems matter to me.. kinda mess up..

Anyhow,I will not let it affects my faith..

** Imma, got to go..

Minna san~Oyasumi nasai.

An Unforgettable & Memorable day~

2008-07-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

20th of July 2008@M'sia Kick-off To '09 General Meeting

In a blink of an eye,It's finally over !

It was an * Awesome * Unforgettable * Meaningful *Memorable Day to me !

Yet, I will never forget it !

Let's talk about it..

I woke up around 6 in the morning and got ready to Centro..

As i woke up,i was like 'GOSH' because i haven't complete sewing.. The back side of my costume for performance..though,i didn't think too much of it..Just leave it..

I supposed to be done it the day before the performance but i fell asleep ,the night after caming back from the last rehearsal.. really tired*

Well,i reached Centro around 7am with my mom and brother..

Without wasting time,i quickly took out the costume and started to sew..

I get scolded from the others because of my lazyness[guilty] I could only blame myself..

Fortunately,there was some ppl who helped me alot.. Really thank them for their kindness..

And luckily,i managed to finish it ~

You know,when i was on the stage,i was like forgot all the steps.. I was really nervous at that moment.. yet, my mind was suddenly empty..

I kept chanting in my mind.. and the most ridiculous thing was i imagined that i was in tozan and going to performance.so i thought i must try my best to make it out..

It really worked !

Once the g.m ended,we hugged each other and we cried.. You know why ?

Because we''ve had so many rehearsal within 4 months before this..And we finally done it successfully !

It was the effort that counts !

**well,I m so glad that i got the chance to join them as this is the first time i involve in the performance in such a big event..

I was really touched by all the performers(include myself)..

they've done so well for their performances..And the opening dancers,i m gonna miss you guys !

Pictures are here..
^-^

Group photo@ Opening dncers

Yeong Choon & ugly me

B4 going back..

Best day of my entire life..

Imma,got to go to bed..

C ya~

Youth Kenshu ' 08 ~

2008-07-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

Well,so yesterday was Youth Kenshu 2008.I must talk about it ! It was really great and meaningful to me.. As i've learnt a lot of things in this year kenshu and yet,it gained my faith.This year kenshu was totally focus on kick off to tozan 2009.During the last session before the conclusion,everyone stood up and spoke out their determination for 2009.. I am glad that i got the courage to speak out mine too..and i feel no regret but a lil' shame and nervous as i m really weak in expressing and speaking.. My sister supposed to go with me,though she got to work. [Sigh] She missed the precious lesson that might pick up her own faith in gohonzon..

After the kenshu and gongyo,we got to rush for the rehearsal in Centro.. The last rehearsal we had.. We ( Wei See,Wei Yean,Simon,Wei Kit,Ivy,Yeong Choon,Quinnie and me) had our dinner in centro.. felt so nice to be with them.. We got so much joys there~

What A Boring Weekend..

2008-06-28T15:17:00.000+08:00

Aww.. What a boring day !

Mom got invited to attend her cousin's daughter's wedding dinner.. My sista & bro went with her too..

I m not going because I got to attend the rehearsal tonite. So i have to stay at home,doing nothing.. bored(wanna scream)..

Well,it's already JUNE, and will be JULY soon.. How can the year have gone by SO QUICKLY ?? It drives me crazy.

I haven't got any preparation for PMR yet ! SOB... What am i suppose to do to improve my lifestyle ? I m getting tired of my current life.. I have no ideas what to do with it ! I became more lazy,lacking of time management, lacking of determination,lacking of chanting and revision .. Please tell me what to do..

Sometimes, i really get annoy.. I don't even have MOOD to concentrate on my studies.. I don't think i can achieve my own goal for my life this year. I always wish that i could get a good result and get scholarship b4 i m going to college 2 yrs more .. But what have i done now ? NOTHING ! I've done nothing.. Everyday after school and get home,first thing i will immediately go upstairs to my room and surfing the net.. I was like too addicted to the Internet.. because of this,i ignored my homework.. So, what is the point ?? I admit that I don't use time regularly.. what should I do ?

One of my friend got a quite same situation as mine.. He advised me that i should find the purpose of whatever I do .. I understood what he meant. I don't think i can do it though..
[SIgh]~What's the best solution ? Chanting ? I think yes..

I admit that i always in my dreamland.. however,It's time for me to wake up.. & move ..

That's all for today.

Gotta go now.. Ciao ~

Empty

2008-06-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

Empty by The Click Five

I Love this song ...

Tried to take a picture of love didn't think I'd miss her that much
I want to fill this new frame but its empty
Tried to write a letter in ink
Its been getting better
I think I got a piece of paper but its empty its empty

Maybe we're trying trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart maybe the timing is beating our hearts
we're empty
And I've even wondered if we should be getting under these sheets we could lie in this bed
but its empty its empty

Maybe we're trying trying too hard maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing is beating our hearts
we're empty oh Maybe we're trying trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing is beating our hearts

we're empty
we're empty
we're empty

I miss you..

Think Of You

2008-06-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Think Of You by Tata Young

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'roundI can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Is think of youI think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the stormMaking it all okay
I think of youI think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of meI just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing
I can't bearKnowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Random~

2008-06-07T19:22:00.000+08:00

Well,I m currently in LOVE with the songs below..

Bye bye --- Mariah Carey
Touch my body --- Mariah Carey
Stop and Stare --- One Republic
Bleeding Love --- Leona Lewis
Love Song --- Sara Bareilles
Leaving --- Jesse McCartney
RIght bck in the water --- Jesse McCartney
Sorry --- BuckCherry
Feels like tonight --- Daughtry
Breathless --- Shayne Ward
Won't go home without you --- Maroon 5
No Air --- Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown

Check it out !

Sighs~ Gotta go for now..

C ya !

Before Holidays..

2008-06-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

I suppose to post this out last month.. It's not that late for me to pose now right ?.. LoL

Hanging out with Cherry,Apple,Rebecca and Joseph.. We went Green Box ..

Can you guys guess what we did there ?

Sing K ,Of course ! lol~

Too shy to face the camera ?..

Can you see me ?

Time to camwhore..

My best friend Cherry & ugly me Strawberry

Blur ~

Peace **

Camwhoring at the toilet.. Haha

We got back after picking present for our classmates..

That's all..

Yasumi are here ~

2008-05-31T01:25:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since the death of my beloved uncle..

Sigh~ Stop talking about the sad things..

Well,the mid-term exams are finally OVER..

But i m still can't let my hair down, because the next important exam is just around the corner,

there's about 3 months left for me to get ready and prepare.. WHOA ><

At the moment, i m having HOLIDAYs. .

i m not going anywhere so it's quite bored, just stay at home the whole day

(except going for tuition)..LOL..

HOliday is almost over and School is going to reopen soon.~ SIgh~

You know,I have no mood to do revision during holidays..

Hmm.. I have to study harder within this 3months..

As you know, I got to get 5As in the PMR Examination..In order to get something I wish to got from my sista.. Haha..

Oh well,I know i should ACtions Speak louder than word..I know i also have to put hard effort on it..

It's tough to get,though...Sighs..

Everything will be alright ~

Fun Night～

2008-05-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

I supposed to stay at home last night..

My cousins came and asked me and sista to join them for dinner..

It was a dinner for MOther's Day ..

At Pj hilton with my cousin and my aunty ..

At first, we thought it was not good for us to join them...

But at last, we Went so..

We got lots of fun there..

Hehe~

camwhore **

Oiishi ne~
The food there was Okay.. About Rm 81 have been charged for each of us..

*Hotel PJ Hilton*

Cheers...

Cousin->Chloe & me

Sista & Chloe & me

Joey & me

Ugly ne~

camwhore before going out..

Hee~

*****

Lol~

That's all for today~

Got to sleep..

Oyasumi nasai~

Let's Get Moving~

2008-04-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

I just got back from Jenjarom for shakubuku & home visited..
I can't believe it has been 6 months since i last went there.. After listened about other member's advise and encouragement...Now I know what i really NEED !

I feel it's worthy & meaningful for me to go TODAY ! I realize everyone needs a strong determination ~

It's time for me to Move and pick up my own Faith again !

That's all for today ~

Got to sleep ...

Oyasumi nasai~

It has been awhile..

2008-04-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

It' has been a while since my last blog entry..

Gosh,i don't expect it's already2 o'clock in the morning.. Now >.< And I haven't sleep yet..

But i don't feel tired tho.. Haha.. Because I took a nap in the afternoon..

The second monthly test was finally over.. Yeah !! But i don't think i did well in the exam... Sigh**

There's not much happened this few days.. But something made me So Happy~

I've been taking part in the performance for the Kick Off to 2009 general meeting (On20th July) ..(I m a nichiren shoshu believer)
We got a audition last week, and i've been chosen to join them...YEah hoo~'

This was taken on my Brother's birthday^^

Gotta go for now~ Time flew..

Oyasumi nasai~

My Determination ForYear 2008~

2008-03-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

As i've said before,i m going to sit for PMR examination this year..
So,i m not going to blog this month onwards.. Yet, I won't online too.. til i finish my exams.. but sometimes will do..haha
I know it's hard for me !! Because i've been too addicted to it..
But no choice, it's A MUST...
Considering how badly i did in my first-term monthly test.
I need to revise all the subject which i m really weak in.....
No more waiting & Day-dreaming.. as i always did it.. Haha..

My Determination For Year 2008~

To be more responsible

To be more focus on both studies & Kosen rufu~

Share about my benefits from gohonzon with my friends

Save and earn money for Tozan '09

maintain doing daimoku & gongyo everyday

Not to waste time

Get a good results for exams

Let's make a different and strive with strong determination and accomplish our own goals of 2008 ! That's all for today !! See you..

Ganbatte ne~

The Last Kiss~

2008-03-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hug me throughout the night

By the shore of sea we sat

Oh! What a romantic sight

Such tale of chivalry we had

With my hands on top of his

He clasped me firmer in his arms

On my cheek he planted a kiss

I knew he would be my perfect one

Cuddling together like love birds

Comforted by the warmth of golden sand

With the moonlight reflected upon us

I wished the love story would never end

As he gave me the last kiss

Sorrow started to overcome my body

Tonight will be the night I will miss

For he was the right one for me.

By Stephanie Thong

Shining Friend

2008-03-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

Little faith brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult, you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow 's sunrise
The spirit can never die

** Sun will shine ,my friend
Won't let you cry,my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile,my friend
We're all with you holding hands
you have got to believe ,you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be

Bokura Ga Ita

2008-03-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

Bokura Ga Ita ,

is one of my favourite animes..

This story is about a girl,Nanami Takahashi,a 15 years old high school student,

falls in love with a guy,Motoharu Yano who is the most popular in her school...

However, their relationship is not easily maintainable...

Yano's past has bring up lots of problems & emotional..

Takahashi finds her true feelings for Yano and she trust and accept Yano's feelings for her...

This story touch me so deeply...

This is the best anime i 've ever seen..Like it !!

But the ending made me cried lots..

Yano & takahashi~ Lovely couple~

Stress~

2008-03-23T20:46:00.001+08:00

What've i been doing ?

School going to start tomorrow.. I'm going to face a BIG problem this year.. >.< PMR Examination !

I m in a blur condition..

My life begins to Crush down and down...

My faith to gohonzon is totally dropped down !!

I need to pull up my own faith again..

Yet,I need to study hard.. To get a better result for the exams..

I wish i could pass my examination with flying colours..

Can i do it ?Hmm... Yes.. believe that i can !!

No matter how hard is it , I will try my best..

Ganbatte ne~

2008~

2008-03-23T20:20:00.001+08:00

LeeHom~my Fav idol..

Isn't the view nice ?

Camwhore..

Me~ Ugly~

THat's all..

Silly me..

2008-03-13T09:33:00.000+08:00

Sob.. Sob..
I keep thinking of you every single days..

WHy ?
Sigh.. I m u ..
You never think of me,do you ??

....

Best Decision ??

2008-03-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

Well, you know..

we've broken up..

Sigh ! Don't you think it was a best decision for me ?

I don't think so..

Urgh ... but i have no choice..

I must let him go.. becuz it's not worth for us to wait..

Maybe someday we'll start all over again..If we're destined to be couple again..

But for now, I'll have to leave everything behind. I go on, but I'm thinking about you everyday...

苺 の 日 記

Another mooncake celebration with the north youth

Mid-Autmn@ Mooncakes Festival '09

School Starts

やすみ

No Boundaries

Cutie Of Ours-J'Mi

thought

Sweet 16

Awesome

Boredom

The chalet Girl

You are not alone.

Saturday Nite

Malaysia Xango 2nd Anniversary @ White Party

Amber Morley

Bon odori

Leehom's concert '06

RIP Micheal Jackson

My current obsession♥

♥My Current Obsession

Body Language

♥Body Language by Jesse McCartney.

i m sorry

Random

This is for Yiyon

Tagged by Yeong Choon_Little Orange

Imy&ILy dad

Fragile

ily

Girls just want to have fun!

やすみ

Tears from Heart.

Cupcakes

lost in nowhere.

Show time

She has Lots On Her Mind~

Soon Peng&Irene's wedding@Anson-Penang

I m too weak.

Irene-cousin sis's Wedding Dinner@Anson

Lesson

Pics.

Vent.

A Word.

I cried.

Just another normal day.

Happy Cow Year

Sleeping soon

Holiday Highlights

Another Year Over

The End Of The 2008

EVERYTHING

I'm EXCITED !

心‧ 跳* Heartbeat*by LeeHom

I just can't think of a title

Yasumi's here !

I m BACK~

GOSH~

A Visit Trip~

Another Day Out ~

I m Home~Miss you guys so much !

Suffering~

I WIll Always Love You

Sounds Crazy~

I m alright

[Sigh]..I m OK though~

An Unforgettable & Memorable day~

Youth Kenshu ' 08 ~

What A Boring Weekend..

Empty

Think Of You

Random~

Before Holidays..

Yasumi are here ~

Fun Night～

Let's Get Moving~

It has been awhile..

My Determination ForYear 2008~

The Last Kiss~

Shining Friend

苺の日記